It seems we have the same way of working out frustrations....grab the camera to calm down. I feel for you. My oldest son also smashed up the family car. At least it was just OUR brick wall, but man the car didn't fair well, and the wall cost $2,000 to fix. He was so mad at his mistake (thought he was in forward instead of reverse and hit the wall hard), that he threw his drivers license and swore he would never drive again, but he did (and does). I don't think he had his drivers license for more than a month at the time. Now he is the best driver I've ever ridden with. He drove my sister's huge motor home all the way across county (zigzagging) for a total of 4,261 miles. His brother turned 18 last March and still doesn't drive. Suits me just fine, just the insurance is incredible for a teen driver.
I enjoyed your macros Mel. I really like the leaves a lot. Keep your chin up. My sister likes to say, "it's only money". Actually drives me nuts because only someone with enough money says that with a straight face. I ain't there yet ya know?