I've been known to read and study books like "Principles of Anatomy and Physiology" by Gerard J. Tortora just for the heck of it. That's the newest one on my shelf actually and I'm still working my way through it. I have several computer programs that are also pretty much all about studying the anatomy of humans and various animals. I won't dissect anything that isn't a plant but I love disassembling models of things like the spine and reading about the medicinal use of plants and herbs and where various modern medicines came from. I'm very interested in the work of the CDC and I've spent a lot of time reading up on hot zones, emerging viruses, various plagues and such. I've worked a lot with HIV/AIDS charities and I think I know about as much as any layman can know about the history of the epidemic. Ditto Ebola and diseases like that because I'm rather fascinated with the subject.
Ditto autoimmune diseases because I did a lot of intense studying of those before I was first diagnosed. In fact I caught on to what was going on with me before the doctor I was seeing and insisted he do the ANA and more advanced thyroid tests to find out for sure. He clearly thought I was a pushy bitch when I insisted he go there but I knew my mom had RA and I saw things going on with me that he just initially dismissed. As it turned out my theory was spot on and he admitted that he was wrong not to go there. When the labs came back finally confirming what I was thinking he actually jokingly told me I should have gone to medical school. He's not the first one to say that actually.
I've been reading some very hard science stuff since I was a kid. I tend to like studying about like things like anatomy, biology, chemistry, earth science, anthropology and archeology but I much prefer to do it as a hobby rather than as an avocation. I particularly like digging up things and studying ancient civilizations. I've actually helped out on a few small digs here and there in the states and helped to catalog some stuff for a museum as a volunteer. I've always collected fossils, rocks and arrowheads. I've also spent a lot of time volunteering at nature sanctuaries, shelters, and zoos. How people are wired and why, how animals are made, how the planet works fascinates me.
When I was a kid I had teachers who encouraged that and who encouraged me to do vet school because I have such a strong love of animals but in the end the art side of me was just stronger than the part of me that's a science geek. Plus there's the math thing, I knew I'd never be able to do the math involved. I actually have a learning disability related to higher forms of math. I can balance a bank book or store ledger no problem but I'm simply not wired for algebra and such. I can't get much past simple formulas and polynomials. I've tried several times over the years both in college and just to try to learn that and other forms of higher math and it's just an exercise in utter frustration.
I've tried studying on my own, computer programs, tutors, worked with a woman who works with people who are like me at Berkeley, nothing helps, and no, it's not just math anxiety. It's an actual disability. In the end I couldn't do the math necessary to get to my science courses for my bachelor's degree let alone do the math required for a medical degree. The irony is I've aced science my whole life. I could have done those courses and probably gotten A's but I wasn't allowed to take them because of the stupid math requirements. They don't just let you get around it with doing other things anymore.
It used to be you could take a business math course or statistics and still get a bachelor's degree but I can't do that and it's basically kept me from finishing my 4 year. I think I'm like 6 classes off having one. It really kind of sucks. I got my 2 year degree but I have yet to finish college because of this and honestly I probably never will because they've upped the math requirements to the point where it's an impossible thing for me. The greatest irony with me and school is that I've always aced everything except higher math. I barely studied most subjects and got A's. The only class I've ever totally flunked out in was algebra and I did that so many times they literally refused to let me continue.
I took and aced advanced placement classes for almost everything in college except higher math. All through school my teachers they didn't have a clue as to what to do with me. I'd be sitting there with my homework done in class utterly bored most of the time. By the time I was like 7 I was doing college level reading. When the rest of the class was first reading The Hobbit I was reading The Silmarillion because I'd already worked my way through that and the LOTR in about 4 days at the beginning of the lit class because they were listed as recommended books on the course sheet. I had the whole list of about 25 books done the first week. Fortunately I had a cool lit teacher who have me other books to read and who let me write for credit or I'd have been bored silly through Lit I& Lit II. I took Advanced American Lit II and British Lit II in college for fun basically. I didn't have to take but the first level, but I really liked the teacher I had in the advanced classes because she actually challenged me. She opened me up to authors I hadn't read and got me reading things I never really thought of as interesting. Ditto World Religions, Bible as Lit and several other theological courses. I took that stuff because I wanted to, not because I needed to.
95% of the books on the high school and college course lists. I'd already read them. I'm a total reading geek. I read about 50-60 books a week normally, when I am not studying something specific and watching videos. According to my local librarian I have had more books checked out on my card since I first got one than anyone else in the history of the local library. Most of the librarians know me very well here but when there's a new one and he or she first meets me it's usually pretty funny because they look at my check out history and they just boggle. When I was a kid they had to wave the book limit for me and I wasn't actually allowed to join the summer reading contests because it wouldn't have been fair for me to compete. Reading that's my major genius thing. Always has been. The only person I've ever met in my life who could come close to out reading me was my Mom and she never read a book in her life that wasn't a romance novel. She wasn't dumb my Mom, but she had absolutely no interest in reading anything else. She crunched numbers for a living and reading was all about relaxing for her. She supported me reading whatever I wanted and in fact taught me to read way before I entered school. It was funny at times actually becuase more than once she had to come to school to demonstrate to some teacher or the librarian that I was not an "average" reader and that my initial reluctance to do "Dick and Jane" wasn't about not being able to read but about being able to read the encyclopedia by the time I hit first grade. One teacher she hit my hands with a ruler to the point where I had welts because I put the reader down and walked away one time? My mother nearly took that woman's head off after. Stupid woman was so very good at her job she couldn't tell that I was bored and I could already read rings around my age level.
Honestly I found school itself rather boring sometimes, particularly at first. I'd have skipped a couple of grades but Mom just wouldn't let me. I tend to study at a much faster pace than they like to do in formal non-advanced classes though and I like to go more in depth than a course syllabus will generally let you if I am really interested in something. High school and college courses most of them were like reading the Reader's Digest version of a novel for me. I never felt like I was actually learning much except maybe in my high school science classes. If I have one flaw as a student it's that I'm absolutely lousy at making myself learn something I have no interest in. I can devour anything related to what I do want to study and I and I can still make an A or B in a course I don't find interesting but it's kind of like I'm being forced into several months of mental torture and I really don't like doing it. American National Government for instance? The most boring course EVER. But it was required. I still don't like studying political systems to this day. It's just plain boring.
Bottom line I'm a bit of a brain but I'm just not wired for certain things. I like hard sciences but not enough to make a living at it even if I could do the math which I can't.There are a lot of subjects I'm totally brilliant at but algebra et all, I'm just not. I'm always learning though. I can't stop. I'm totally addicted to learning. Right now it's all about learning more foreign languages and doing an intense study of photography. But in general I study a lot of different things. I have trouble turning the brain off to sleep sometimes. (I've had terrible insomnia for years.) My whole life I've nearly always had my nose in a book. Probably that's a good thing because it keeps my aging brain active and an active brain is a properly working brain and with luck I won't be senile by the time I'm 70 if I live that long....
But anyway that's what I meant. I meant I self study topics related to medicine as a hobby. Mostly it's history thereof, epidemics, and some anatomy....
Last edited by magkelly; 12-12-2012 at 01:22 AM.
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