Thanks everyone for the words of wisdom. I think my main problem is that i have way too many hobbies, and i think that's why in my life I can perform adequately in several areas, but never really excel at anything! I love sports, cooking, photography, mind-rotting video games, and i've just taking an interest in woodworking, not to mention i have 2 kids and one on the way.
I tore my ACL back in 2004 playing a game of flag football. Doc said I could have surgery to get back to playing sports again, or I could just change my hobbies. I decided upon the latter, more because I am a chicken than anything else. In 2007, I decided I wanted to have the surgery. I chickened out again. I did as the doctor told me to do and changed my hobbies. I got back into photography and had a great time with it.
Finally, earlier this year I said enough was enough. I am tired of not being able to play sports. So on April 1st i went ahead with getting my knee fixed. Very glad I just did it, better now at 30 than later when recovery would be slower. But it was like a switch was flipped off instantaneously with photography. weird. I am now into rehab and want to get back to playing sports again. I know the photomojo will come back eventually, i just did not expect this complete drop off in interest.
Thanks again for the support! I still check this site out every single day...so it can't be completely gone! Any takers on taking the reigns on the Project 52 for a second year??!?