At the rate they are going soon the only pain drugs left are going to Tylenol and drugs like Ibuprofen. Yes, people abuse painkillers. It's a major issue but you also have people like me for whom Tylenol and Advil are practically useless and who need something a little stronger once in a while. FYI, I've never abused my meds. I'm very careful not to take enough of anything to get addicted. But I'm suffering my arse off and hoarding the one bottle of Vicodin I still have left because I know that the next time I go to get that refilled I probably won't be able to.
I have 3 f-in discs above and two below that are utterly messed up and no insurance for more surgery. I've already had 2 repaired. When I walk it feels like I'm walking on knives basically. On top of that I have another medical condition that can cause me excruciating body pain sometimes and intense migraines. My stomach can't take the Advil type drugs. My liver doesn't really like Tylenol even at so called normal doses. Vico works, sort of. But Darvocet was far better only now that's not even something you can get. Oxycotin, that was killer great, had that after my surgery, but I very quickly realized that taking that stuff wasn't going to be good for me long term and so I didn't go there.
Darvocet though, that stuff was the difference between hellish pain and bearable pain sometimes and I really do miss that because Vico is a pale substitute and it can make me sick to my stomach besides. I've been thinking about trying marijuana actually, eating it anyhow, probably would have by now if I could get it easily here, but if I go there I could risk being busted.
I really hate this war on drugs thing sometimes. People can drink themselves into a stupor, smoke tobacco like crazy and no one cares unless they get into a car and kill someone. In the meantime you can't light up a joint and not face imprisonment? I mean where is the logic in that? Tobacco and alcohol kill people all the time. When was the last time someone died because of smoking a joint? Yeah, smoke too much and you might go temporarily sterile or get a bit dumb and paranoid, but I've never actually met a marijuana addict. I've met a few people who like their weed a little too much, but a weedaholic? Nope.
So, which is more addictive, pot or alcohol? Alcohol, most definitely but that's the legal substance? Makes a lot of sense that. I'm not advocating rampant drug usage but I really do think the whole hoohah over marijuana usage is way overblown and I don't think that the abuse of certain pills should mean that no one should ever be able to get properly medicated. I think it's kind of mean actually to penalize people who live in real pain for the actions of some addicts. There should be a middle road and there's just not lately.
Seattle is actually on my radar as someplace I'd like to live someday. Not just because it looks like a lovely town, and has tons of cool photography people and related things, but because I could actually get medical marijuana there. Can't go now though. I could probably convince both my aunt and step mom to move with me and likely will when the time comes but my Dad? Not in a million years unfortunately. He just doesn't do hippie states or colder weather than 75 degrees. Colorado would be out though. Nice place for a visit but no ocean means no sale for me. I need the ocean within a quick train or car ride or I'd go nuts. Can't live in the middle of the country away from a major ocean. I actually prefer the Pacific but the Atlantic has it's charms too...
Last edited by magkelly; 11-07-2012 at 09:24 PM.