Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Sherman Texas Original Poster | More responses from "Killerby" the photographer!!!
I've enough time this morning to post a few quick comments and responses, so I'll take the time to do wo now.
First off, my nickname was "Killerby"... kind of a dark take off on my last name "Hillerby".
One of the posters above, mentioned the Leica glass (expensive). I'll just say that in my opinion Leica glass was vastly superior to anything manufactured at that time! You could see a visible superiority from 35mm slide or prints laid side by side next to Nikon or Canon...anything else. It really was THAT GOOD! In fact a little known bit of trivia is that for a number or years journalists shooting in the White House were only allowed to shoot w/Leicas. SLR's were considered too obtrusive and noisy.
The same poster also asked about film. In the field, we mostly shot B/W Tri X and we frequently had to instruct the "Lab Rats" to Push Process it by a couple of stops. This usually pissed em' off, but in their defense, they didn't understand the difficulty under which we worked.
As to lenses, the Pentax kits included 50mm standard lens, 35mm wide angle, and a zoom lens that went up to 135mm (I don't remember the specifics on the zoom as I didn't use it much. The Leica came with 35mm, 50 mm, and 135mm Fixed Focal Length lenses. If I recall, they were all the summilux (not sure), I just recall they were the "higher quality" glass made by Leica at the time.
One of you mentioned you had a friend who was a Medic who commented he didn't carry a weapon. This would be unusual,although not unheard of. Medics and photographers were considered "non-combatants" then and were normally issued 45 cal. Colt pistols. I did run across a few who had declared themselves "CO's" (concientious objectors) and thus, declined to carry. In our recon unit B 1/9th Cav, our Medic (like me) carried both a 45 and a rifle.
Someone asked if we (photographers) were assigned any protection. I thought this an excellent question as there are some who believe this was the case. The answer is NO! We were just like any other solder and we relied on ourselves for personal protection. One must understand however, that on the battlefield, you fight for your survival and that of your buddies. There's a bond that develops between men in that environment that CANNOT BE MATCHED anywhere else! That's why you hear and read about some guy throwing himself on a grenade (which WILL kill you)...they care more about protecting their brothers than their own survival. Soldiers CARE about one another ... NO ONE ELSE! Soldiers don't fight for "mother, home, apple pie, or the flag"... they fight for EACH OTHER'S SURVIVAL!
CLOSE CALLS: Yeah, Like any other soldier, I had a few. For some reason the one that stands out in my mind is when we were caught too close to a "Command Denotated Device" and the skinnly little bastard that set it off waited till we were close enough to be injured. I was laying in an open field between two other photographers (each less than an arms reach away). When the shell went off it singed all the hair off my face (eyebrows, and several days of beard stubble). The guys on both sides of me got pieces of shrapnel in their arms. No serious wounds, other than some rather profuse bleeding, but they "continued to march" after being bandaged by our medic.
Someone mentioned that I should get credit for my photos and payment from anyone who published the pictures. We knew going in, that all photos we took were property of the US Army and we'd get nothing other than our basic pay and hazardous duty pay. I didn't have a problem with it then, and still don't. That was my job and I was expected to "earn my pay". As a matter of fact, we were cautioned (with the threat of Court Martial) against selling or distributing any of our pictures to anyone. Some of the stuff I sent home, my dad entered in various photo contests and I won some of them. If I recall, I got some kind of certificate or something, but I don't know what ever happened to those.
Someone made a comment about .... "being in uniform you were always a target for some jackass!" When I got back stateside, I was stationed at Ft. Sheridan, Ill (just north of Chicago). Most of the guys in my unit were recent returnees from Vietnam. You wouldn't believe the number of bar fights we got into (and sucessfully finished). Just going somewhere in uniform could sometimes ignite a situation. For that reason, were were'nt supposed to be off base in uniform unless it was a dress uniform.
I most certainly never had a REMF attitude (see if you can google that one). I never considered myself a REMF even though we did get back to rear areas with a good deal of regularity. We (Combat Photographers) felt more closely associatied with the soldiers in the field than we did with our own "Lab Rats" back at base. My cot back at Division was right next to one of the "Lab Rats", a great guy named Fred Delaney. I spent the better part of a year right next to him when we were back there, but I was much closer to a guy who was on my photo team than I was to him. Fred and I had a lot more in common than I had with most of the guys on my team. Fred and I were both married at the time we went into the Army, the photographers were nearly all single guys and a few years younger. Those of us that went to the field regularly just developed a much closer relationship.
I wish I could tell you where my photos appear, but I really have no idea. I can tell you that I've been in Barnes & Noble, Waldenbooks, and others and picked up books about the Vietnam War and seen my pictures in them. As I mentioned earlier, they always are credited: US Army Photograph, but I remember the images that I took when I see them! It's something you don't really forget. One of the MOST FAMOUS (and most highly published) photograph of the Vietnam War is a picture with a Huey about 8-12 ft off the top of a hill (in the An Lao Valley). In the shot, there are 3 or 4 guys "riding the skids" and another caught in mid-air as he jumped. A truly GREAT Shot! I was in position, in focus, and ready to shoot when another photographer jumped directly IN FRONT of me. He got the shot, and I got one shortly afterwards. PISSED ME OFF big time! Even though he seriously outranked me I let him know in no uncertain terms that sort of behaviour was unprofessional and unethical and if it EVER happened again, they'd be sending his sorry ass back to his momma in a plastic bag. He didn't argue with me, but he damned sure stayed away from me for the duration of the operation. He's gotten a lot of credit for that picture because it's been so widely circulated. To his credit, however, he knew there was a shot to be had and he got it. I guess I hesitated a split second too long!
One of you asked if I'd ever considered a book of my own. Not until this thread started! I'm now thinking perhaps I should do so. My wife and I own a small printing company and I'm considering self-publishing a book. This would probably be more for my own edification than anything else, but I would like to have something like that for my sons and grandchildren. That would be a HUGE undertaking, and I'm not sure I've got the time available to do it.
I may ask my oldest son if he'd help me with it. He's an excellent writer and superb interviewer, so he could do a good job with it. MAYBE I'll do that one day. Bob HIllerby
Combat Photographer
B 1/9th Cav, 1st Cavalry Division (Airmobile)
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