Originally posted by LaurenOE More skills = higher pay.
If I wanted to be making tons more money than I make now I'd still be in retail management managing multiple stores or maybe running a chain of my own stores. Making good money is always nice but making really good money also comes making sacrifices I don't always want to make. Money doesn't drive me when it comes to what I do, shrug. I left the rat race and went into doing photography for these reasons.
1. I love it. Picking up a camera and taking photographs for a living makes me absurdly happy even when the work isn't as lucrative or as frequent as I'd like. I love making my clients feel good about themselves. I like the paycheck at the end of the gig, but the smile on my client's face? That means a lot to me.
2. When I left retail I left 95% of the stress in my life behind me. I still have some. I have a chronic illness thing and I have to take care of my elderly Dad. He's enough to make a saint crazy some days, and I'm no saint, lol, but mostly my days of ulcer inducing work related stress are OVER and that has made a huge difference in terms of life quality. I am a far nicer person to be around doing this and it's easier on my health by far. Fact, most of the jobs around here that would involve video also mean shooting things I don't particularly want to do, like weddings. (Ugh!) Jobs like that do pay well but they either bore me to tears or practically make me want to throw up from stressing out.
I like doing low key portrait sessions. I do have specific niches that I do like to work in, like boudoir, but mostly I just shoot still shots of people, all kinds of people. Sometimes I do product work, or stock, but that's it. So when I say I can skip video? I mean it. It's just totally irrelevant to what I want to do and the lure of making more $$$$ isn't enough to make me go there.
I have actually not made as much as I used to managing. Close, but no cigar, but I don't care. My life is so much better and I actually look forward to working, something I never did when I was making a lot more. Yeah, I hope I can get to the point where I am making what I want to, but that "comfortable" figure it's a lot less than you might think. I don't know how old you are, but I'm pretty much middle aged now. I'm on my second career as it were and money it's just not nearly as important to me as it once was. I used to be so driven by it but over the years I've learned that working that hard and putting the size of my paycheck first just makes me very unhappy and often downright ill.
I'd honestly rather make less than multitask myself to death. I have found my niches and they are starting to pay off, in a modest way, but what I'd have to do to make the big money it's just not worth it to me anymore. I don't want to be a brand. I see a lot of photographers going there. They seem to spend more time promoting themselves than they do photographing, some of them. That's just not me. I think if I ever got famous and rich doing what I do it would utterly bemuse me. It would make me laugh but it would probably also make me uncomfortable. The more you make the more expectations people have of you and your so called career, the more control you ultimately give them over your life. Right now I totally control how much I work and the type of work I do.
I don't want to be the photographer "everybody" wants. The photographer who is expected to be able to do "anything" just to stay in business. The photographer who spends more time promoting herself and selling herself than actually working. F- that. I just want to eventually be very good at what I do. I want to make people happy with themselves and how they look in my photos and hopefully pay my bills while I am at it. With my illness it's not likely I am going to make it to be very old like my Dad. I definitely did not get too many of his "good" genes it would seem. I figure I've got maybe 30 years to do this.
I'm not going to spend the last 30 years of my life chasing Mammon. Been there, done that and all it got me was misery. The more money I made the more miserable I was. No lie, and when I had lots of it there for a while I lost the one thing that I ultimately wished I had not, my good health. I wish I could go back and tell my younger self all that I've just said here. I would made such different choices and lived such a different life than the one I have lived till now. It took me half my life to get that, to choose what I loved vs the paycheck. I'm not saying you can't have both, some people actually can, but for me that's just not been the case. Chasing the one cost me the other and it's a mistake I really do regret now.
Just my 2 cents, take it or leave it but this is why things like learning video just aren't my thing really. I did start out that way, btw, thinking I'd do it ALL, but after looking around and getting started I just realized that going that route was not what would work for me at all. Not in terms of life quality anyway, and that's just gotten more important to me than making more money these days. Doing what I do now, the way I do it won't make me rich, but I'm totally zen about doing it. It's like doing my bit of yoga every day. I come out of being in the studio for a few hours and I'm really tired but I'm loose and happy too. No stress. No worries. I just plain like what I do. If I had to add being "Jill of all Trades" to my resume just to make a living I swear I'd likely give it up. I'd go find something else to do because then I'd totally hate it. I'd be right back where I started, running the rat race, and sooner or later likely I'd be dead from trying to do it ALL...
For the record photography isn't the only thing I do to make money. For several years now I have turned my "hobbies" mainly making jewelry, sewing and writing into things I do to make money. I sell my stuff at crafts fairs and online sometimes. Occasionally I submit a story or article, even sell one once in a great long while, cough, but I don't do those things as a f/t job. I do them because I enjoy them and because they're a way to combat stress for me. If I happen to sell something I make, make some extra cash? Cool, but if not I just keep it for myself or I give it as a gift. The act of creation that's what turns me on, not the $$$ I get from it. A little extra $$$ sometimes, that's nice, but I don't want to have to work 70 plus hours a week just to "make it" as they say...