Ok, the topic has moved on a bit, but I'd still like to respond.
Originally posted by stevebrot I don't know. I have often wondered that too. I did chuckle at the notion that a change of gear could free one to become truly good at the craft. When upgrade or brand change discussions come around, I often ask people where their "pain" or "rub" points are and whether the "pain" is bad enough to justify a change. It is as simple as that.
It's not so much the change itself. I just thought I needed permission. I was not my own best friend. And that was a state of mind that I also exhibited in other areas, which caused me to not develop myself as a person or a photographer. I thought that would be clear from reading between the lines in my posts, but maybe I was wrong.
But I'm unsure if I want to write about this personal stuff even further. I'm feeling pretty exposed in what appears to be a less-than-friendly environment. Maybe my own contributions in the past have helped to create that environment, but still. I also get the sense that some people feel victimised. Or at the very least they selectively read my posts. Nowhere did I say or imply that people here are fools for using Pentax. In fact I've said everyone should choose whatever they want. And if Pentax feels good to you, use Pentax. So how they reach that conclusion is beyond me. Reading it really drained the energy out of me, and in the end I really wish them the best of luck in their lives, because I don't want to talk about photography with them anymore, as that will apparently lead to this negative tone. If a person is not interested in my opinion, he or she can ignore it. Fine with me. I simply responded to the request in the first post.
Originally posted by stevebrot For some, part of the pain is the realization that they bought into a system or gear that was ill-suited to how they developed in choice of subject or style. That is tragic in a way. The strange part is how some insist on proclaiming loudly that they blame the product for not anticipating their growth. The inference is that they were not too smart with their money.
I hope I have clarified this by now.
Originally posted by stevebrot I have a pair of long-term friends who have made a living with their cameras since the early 1980s doing hard-core wildlife. Their choice of gear has shifted over the years, but I don't know that I have ever heard them bad-mouth their previous choices. IIRC, Art Wolfe (celebrated wildlife photographer) started with Olympus, made his name with Nikon, and now uses and promotes Canon (Canon-sponsored for both video and still). I suspect he could probably go back to his OM-1 and still do credible work.
I assume those photographer friends made those choices probably because they wanted to. The same goes for me.
I have also stated before that I have gotten results I was happy with out of my Pentax gear. When I write that I have more faith in Nikon than in Pentax, I'm not saying Pentax is bad or no-one should have faith in Pentax. I simply try to explain what has led me to this choice, as apparently people would like to know (they responded to my original post, after all). I think it is important to be confident about your equipment, right? I'm not saying Pentax is not worthy of that confidence. I'm not even saying that Pentax can't get me the shots I'm getting with Nikon. I'm simply saying that I have more confidence in Nikon gear. Nothing more, nothing less. That is how it is for me.
Whether or not that's of interest to you is a different matter. But I'm not responding to monochrome or Rondec but to the person who started this thread.
But while I'm writing this post, I realise I'm already anticipating more replies like "the rant continues", "even more of his useless opinion", "he likes his own voice", etc. If it happens, it is not on me. All I'm doing is trying to explain why I feel the way I feel. Not because my own opinion is more important than that of others (of course it isn't), but because I care about what other people think of me. Even monochrome or Rondec. Most people would consider this a flattering thing. It was always because of this. But I get stomped on. At least that's how it feels. And all for some stupid brand. If that's what it means to be a Pentaxian, I'm glad I'm out.
I can't help if people misinterpret my posts and feel victimised. Sorry, but that is also not on me. I truly wish everyone here the best of luck in their lives. For some people, I feel that is all I can say to them at this point.
Maybe it's my English. I hope it is, because then it's not you or me.
I'm putting myself in the most vulnerable position here I can think of. All I ask is that people don't stomp on me. I didn't have to post this. But like I said, I care about what other people think of me. Maybe too much. But again, that's a flattering thing about all of you (and some people in particular; you know who you are). And that's probably also why I'm still here. Even after having been away for 4,5 months. So decide what to do.